What the Funk?

It has just been one of those weeks. Its only Tuesday but the last couple days have just been gloomy. Maybe that’s my problem…Doubt it. It was sunny the couple days prior. I even got a stinkin sunburn weeding my garden. Why am I so…so…Idk I just cant find energy or motivation.

Like always, I have a list of things I want and need to get done. I’ve upped my coffee intake to two cups rather than just the one, I’ve tried to be productive with my crafting, I’m forcing myself to clean things, turn on music…

JUST CAN’T. I can’t sleep or am sleeping like crap. My sleep doctor has given me a schedule…can’t seem to follow that for the life of me the last week. Haven’t worked out, I’ve eaten like crap… I have zero will power. The Heck?!

Maybe its the fact that my summer calendar looks so busy already? Could be the random snow today? Could be a number of things I suppose. What ever it is I need to it to go away. I need to be me. I need to get my lists done. I need to enjoy the things and the stuff!

I am crabby. I am irritable. I am annoyed. I am tired. I am unmotivated.

STOP! Scratch all of that! I am happy. I am patient. I am energized. I am motivated!!! Self…Get your ass into the flow of good and happy things!

Lets all just get motivated, be happy and be who we want!

Love and hugs,

The momma of those black hearts.